Since my health scare, I haven't spent any time with my sponsor so I have been quite solo in my sobriety and understanding my triggers for alcoholism. I know I…
5 months sober and I still get cringeworthy flashbacks from my life as a binge drinker and then alcoholic. No matter what the flashbacks are, or when the flashbacks were…
This post is full of shame, shame from my past, shame for the way I have behaved and shame for the things I have done. It doesn't take a genius…
In the 37 years I’ve been alive I have generated so many memories and so many experiences and so many of my memories are suppressed by drinking, whether they are…
Over the past 47 days of my recovery I have been doing a lot of soul searching to try and think if there were anythings from my past that have…
When I was 17 years old, I finished high school and didn't know what I wanted to do with myself, I had low self-esteem & drank alcohol. I went to…
Since I have been in recovery I have started to get flashbacks from some of my previous abuse of alcohol. One that comes to mind of late is the time…
I will never forget the day I found out I was pregnant with my first daughter, I was desperate to start trying, convinced that we would struggle to conceive, but…
As an alcoholic, one of the reasons I've personally struggled with pursuing sobriety is because alcohol has always helped me escape. When I have fucked up, made a fool of…